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Are You Ok?

. I volunteered to work at my Buddhist Center and I had a time consuming while rewarding assignment, but I did not show up. An email from the center assistand director: Hi Benny, Betsy and David said that this past weekend went very well. They also mentioned that you never showed up and they were unable to get a hold of you. Are you okay? Please alleviate our concern :) Take care, Phil I don't know why I responded, but this is what I wrote errors and all: Phil, no, i am not doing very well. I am of sound body, but my depression is getting worse and worse. No matter how hard I try to be okay, its not going so well. It did not help that my mother would not let me stay at her home because she is a Christian woman and I am a sinner (gay). I have never felt so hurt by my own mom. she has always been a great supporter of me and my gayness until now. that is why i am not a christian especially a catholic. i am so very sorry i missed this weekend. i would never do such a